[ it's alright, she can understand that ache. she reaches a hand through the bar to lightly brush some of Gideon's hair away. afterward, she sits a bit back and looks at her cup again. ]
...Mmm. That night, I had a memory... but, it wasn't my own memory but another version of me's. [ this is where it sounds a bit complicated, and Uriel realizes this so she tries to think of how to say it. ] Back home, I ended up meeting with another version of me, from an alternative timeline. Her life was very different than what I myself went through.
When we met, though, I saw her memories and she saw mine. [ she goes a bit quieter. ] That night, one of them played and I... got so confused. I had mistaken him dying as someone else dying and I just- went on a rampage, I suppose. I felt like there was nothing I could do to change the outcome and blamed it on someone who isn't even here.
[she makes a little bit of a mmf sound at her hair being brushed away, not expecting it. she looks a little flustered, but that fades when uriel starts to explain.]
It's been happening all week. The memory bullshit. People forgetting who they are, what's going on around them. [...] I'm sorry it fucked you over the most.
[ a frown shows, her gaze lowering as she thinks of those memories. some, maybe they weren't so bad but... ]
...It's alright. Maybe... maybe if a memory hadn't happened then, I would have been able to help him. But I would hate to think of Zagreus being here in my position if things had ended differently. [ a light shake of her head, aiming for a reassuring look. ]
In the end, I'll just be on a deeper level of this realm. Even if I will no longer be around here after tomorrow.
Only for now. [ reaches to gently pat her head. ] It warms my heart that some of you feel that way.
[ but she knows promises can't be made or kept. however, the thought is what she finds important. ] I'll have to make sure he's in the position to chat once I'm done with him.
[ there's that fiery intense look in her eyes. she wants to Obliterate Satan. ]
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[ it's alright, she can understand that ache. she reaches a hand through the bar to lightly brush some of Gideon's hair away. afterward, she sits a bit back and looks at her cup again. ]
...Mmm. That night, I had a memory... but, it wasn't my own memory but another version of me's. [ this is where it sounds a bit complicated, and Uriel realizes this so she tries to think of how to say it. ] Back home, I ended up meeting with another version of me, from an alternative timeline. Her life was very different than what I myself went through.
When we met, though, I saw her memories and she saw mine. [ she goes a bit quieter. ] That night, one of them played and I... got so confused. I had mistaken him dying as someone else dying and I just- went on a rampage, I suppose. I felt like there was nothing I could do to change the outcome and blamed it on someone who isn't even here.
[ she sighs again. it's a mess. ]
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It's been happening all week. The memory bullshit. People forgetting who they are, what's going on around them. [...] I'm sorry it fucked you over the most.
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...It's alright. Maybe... maybe if a memory hadn't happened then, I would have been able to help him. But I would hate to think of Zagreus being here in my position if things had ended differently. [ a light shake of her head, aiming for a reassuring look. ]
In the end, I'll just be on a deeper level of this realm. Even if I will no longer be around here after tomorrow.
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That's the only bright side. At least you won't be gone forever. [she says, thudding her head against the bars.] None of us want to leave you there.
I can't make any promises, because I might have to break them. But if I make it there, Satan and me are going to have words.
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[ but she knows promises can't be made or kept. however, the thought is what she finds important. ] I'll have to make sure he's in the position to chat once I'm done with him.
[ there's that fiery intense look in her eyes. she wants to Obliterate Satan. ]
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Fuck him up. [a little grin.] I'd piss my pants if I were him and knew you were on your way.
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Here's to hoping then! [ will reach to gently squeeze her hand. ] I'll do my best to keep an eye on everyone even from the other side.
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Yeah. I'll count on it.