[ imagine four tells the rest of the group yeah i made everyone else suffer, uriel like `what the fuck, you bitch` my FEAR and CONTEMPT ]

I hope we are not expected to deal with these excursions even after the party happens.

[ cause god Damn that was annoyng. THE FEEL OF CONTEMPT ]

You can consider it an alternate timeline? Another version of myself went through an entirely different life than what I presently did. It led her to become an Outer God, a lot stronger.. unpredictable than that a Constellation.

[ is she implying that version of herself is a lot stronger than she is now? she sure is. ]