[ only just the sitting room... it is comfy. a minor semblance of home. with all the blankets and coziness of it. a good place to hide away. she returns to setting some of the items inside a makeshift bag, putting in the bloodstone, and the few dolls that seem to resemble people.. in they go. ]
The story I favor back home, someone important to a lot of people, had a tendency to sacrifice himself on more than one occasion. It is the very same person who brought what he thought was a happy ending for his friends by excluding himself. [ not thinking he was the happy ending they wanted. ]
..It's an incredibly long story.
[ but, she is still fond of that story. so she doesn't seem upset or angry about the ordeal. perhaps nostalgic. it was a reminder of her situation here. ]
[the continued hilarity of zetsu having to talk about their other blorbo.
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... Well, there are always fallible beings like that—who throw themselves in headfirst without regard for their own lives, as they don't see why it matters.
At some point, I began to involve myself in their purpose to aid them, yes. But...
[ she goes quiet for a moment. ] For my Nebula, it would have been the same. Whether I endangered myself for the Absolute Good, or those I favored, there would always be risks.
...If I had stayed with my Nebula, I would have been destroyed alongside Eden a whole lot earlier. So yes, I took my chance with them. [ the ones she favored. ] Of course, since I'm here now, it likely doesn't mean as much but... I was able to do more with my life. To decide on what I wanted.
[ which... in the end, makes her pretty selfish, she knows. ]
I have been until now, but he does need rest after everything that's happened. [ she's familiar with his sleep schedule since roomies. but also, her son needs Rest ] So I'll check in on him again when morning arrives.
[ however she nods with his decision, it is an interesting pick, but off they go! lucky for them being deities capable of flying, huh? minus the obvious ferries. she doesn't mind the silence that fills in- moments like this where she is just content with the company.
once they arrive, she admires the sights and sounds first. ] It's been a while since I've been here...
[ she meets his gaze when he does, smiling a little before she turns back towards the rest of the biome with easy light steps. shoeless... as always... ]
Mhm. When I sent you a message, I was wondering if I could hint at you about the area. "How do you feel about animals?" But we know how that went. [ she peeks up at the scenery, taking it in more. ] I've visited the home biome a few times but not much else outside that.
Like the onsen! Before our trip a while back with Date, I'd never been to one.
[ i still think it's funny that they all went to the onsen together and probably just chilled in the waters and pingpong'd. "chandra didn't pingpong" they pingpong'd. ]
What else, um... Ah, it isn't as if I've experienced things like the aquarium and carnival either.
That's right, we could not descend so willingly whenever we wanted, back while Eden was still around. You witnessed a few times I did from my memories. But as you know, I did undergo some punishment for it.
[ she perks her head at the sound of rustling, a light pressure emitting from her as she searches-- but it settles after a moment, passing it as ambiance sound. her gaze fixated in the direction. ]
After Eden's destruction though, I did spend some time on Earth. Had been until we decided as a group to regress to another turn-- a different timeline.
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The story I favor back home, someone important to a lot of people, had a tendency to sacrifice himself on more than one occasion. It is the very same person who brought what he thought was a happy ending for his friends by excluding himself. [ not thinking he was the happy ending they wanted. ]
..It's an incredibly long story.
[ but, she is still fond of that story. so she doesn't seem upset or angry about the ordeal. perhaps nostalgic. it was a reminder of her situation here. ]
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anyway.]
... Well, there are always fallible beings like that—who throw themselves in headfirst without regard for their own lives, as they don't see why it matters.
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Because they think so little of their own life. [ this is someone she cares about, but she isn't arguing against him. he is right.
even if it's disheartening to her. ] But, it's because of that story I still exist.
[ she is indebted. ]
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Is that so? Honestly, it sounded more like you were constantly endangering yourself for those you favour.
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[ she goes quiet for a moment. ] For my Nebula, it would have been the same. Whether I endangered myself for the Absolute Good, or those I favored, there would always be risks.
...If I had stayed with my Nebula, I would have been destroyed alongside Eden a whole lot earlier. So yes, I took my chance with them. [ the ones she favored. ] Of course, since I'm here now, it likely doesn't mean as much but... I was able to do more with my life. To decide on what I wanted.
[ which... in the end, makes her pretty selfish, she knows. ]
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... Well, we are the choices we make. As long as you can deal with the outcome of everything you decided...
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I'd say I have until now. [ but then Hell happened and it is Messy here...
she looks to ponder a thought, but shakes her head seeming to decide on something else. ] Any plans for tonight?
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None in particular, no.
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[ their outings... a certain story stirs happily. ] If there's anything you want to know, I don't mind sharing. What with all the time we have.
[ she glances outwards, curious. ] We should be seeing a new island by the time the new day comes along too.
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You're not interested in spending it with your former roommate? He did just arrive here.
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I have been until now, but he does need rest after everything that's happened. [ she's familiar with his sleep schedule since roomies. but also, her son needs Rest ] So I'll check in on him again when morning arrives.
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All right, then. You prefer to stay here?
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I don't mind going elsewhere if you'd like. Which do you prefer?
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It doesn't matter to me as long as it's not annoying.
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So no beach! I'll let you decide. There's a lot available to us.
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[ however she nods with his decision, it is an interesting pick, but off they go! lucky for them being deities capable of flying, huh? minus the obvious ferries. she doesn't mind the silence that fills in- moments like this where she is just content with the company.
once they arrive, she admires the sights and sounds first. ] It's been a while since I've been here...
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Ah, right. You would've had it for two weeks, after your arrival.
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Mhm. When I sent you a message, I was wondering if I could hint at you about the area. "How do you feel about animals?" But we know how that went. [ she peeks up at the scenery, taking it in more. ] I've visited the home biome a few times but not much else outside that.
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Any place loses its novelty quickly enough.
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[ who are so prone and used to living for so long. ] But some of these areas have been quite new to me nevertheless.
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Such as?
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[ i still think it's funny that they all went to the onsen together and probably just chilled in the waters and pingpong'd. "chandra didn't pingpong" they pingpong'd. ]
What else, um... Ah, it isn't as if I've experienced things like the aquarium and carnival either.
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... Well, they're not really the kind of things deities would experience unless they were observing or mingling among humans.
I guess that'd be all the more so for you, considering the restrictions Eden seemed to have.
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[ she perks her head at the sound of rustling, a light pressure emitting from her as she searches-- but it settles after a moment, passing it as ambiance sound. her gaze fixated in the direction. ]
After Eden's destruction though, I did spend some time on Earth. Had been until we decided as a group to regress to another turn-- a different timeline.
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