Mostly because I got all in there with your wings.
[which was rude of her, she thinks, but. she's going to try and pass the coffee through the bars? she has no idea what uriel likes, so she just made what she likes, which is. mostly hot milk and sugar and whipped cream, i'm so sorry.]
Oh, that... it did surprise me. I'm not really used to anyone touching them. [ which she says, a bit embarrassed. but offers a look of gratitude when she hands the cup over.
she'll take it, holding it for its warmth before taking a sip. it's okay she'd drink it no matter what it was cause she likes Gideon a lot. ] But... I'm glad you did. Because of it, you were able to figure out who it was.
[ hot milk can be good!!! Uriel doesn't have a human diet, anything is okay!! ]
..Mm, I didn't want this kind of outcome either, but. I would rather it be me here than say you, for example. [ she doesn't want to lose anyone else. ] Well... when I woke up, I found out I was the only one, at least at the bar. So I went searching around, wary thinking that someone could be waiting to attack me.
[ a soft sigh. ] But I found Zagreus and, I could not kill him, nor did I feel the urge to in the first place. Similarly, he was the same way. Neither of us wanted to so we thought we would spend some time trying to think of what to do in the meantime.
[ it's alright, she can understand that ache. she reaches a hand through the bar to lightly brush some of Gideon's hair away. afterward, she sits a bit back and looks at her cup again. ]
...Mmm. That night, I had a memory... but, it wasn't my own memory but another version of me's. [ this is where it sounds a bit complicated, and Uriel realizes this so she tries to think of how to say it. ] Back home, I ended up meeting with another version of me, from an alternative timeline. Her life was very different than what I myself went through.
When we met, though, I saw her memories and she saw mine. [ she goes a bit quieter. ] That night, one of them played and I... got so confused. I had mistaken him dying as someone else dying and I just- went on a rampage, I suppose. I felt like there was nothing I could do to change the outcome and blamed it on someone who isn't even here.
[she makes a little bit of a mmf sound at her hair being brushed away, not expecting it. she looks a little flustered, but that fades when uriel starts to explain.]
It's been happening all week. The memory bullshit. People forgetting who they are, what's going on around them. [...] I'm sorry it fucked you over the most.
[ a frown shows, her gaze lowering as she thinks of those memories. some, maybe they weren't so bad but... ]
...It's alright. Maybe... maybe if a memory hadn't happened then, I would have been able to help him. But I would hate to think of Zagreus being here in my position if things had ended differently. [ a light shake of her head, aiming for a reassuring look. ]
In the end, I'll just be on a deeper level of this realm. Even if I will no longer be around here after tomorrow.
Only for now. [ reaches to gently pat her head. ] It warms my heart that some of you feel that way.
[ but she knows promises can't be made or kept. however, the thought is what she finds important. ] I'll have to make sure he's in the position to chat once I'm done with him.
[ there's that fiery intense look in her eyes. she wants to Obliterate Satan. ]
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w3; SATURDAY
she has a cup of something. coffee, maybe? she comes over to the bars and sits down.]
Tell me to fuck off if you want.
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Why would I do that? I always enjoy your company, Gideon. [a soft exhale ] ..Besides, I've done enough crying since Thursday night so. I don't mind.
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[which was rude of her, she thinks, but. she's going to try and pass the coffee through the bars? she has no idea what uriel likes, so she just made what she likes, which is. mostly hot milk and sugar and whipped cream, i'm so sorry.]
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she'll take it, holding it for its warmth before taking a sip. it's okay she'd drink it no matter what it was cause she likes Gideon a lot. ] But... I'm glad you did. Because of it, you were able to figure out who it was.
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I didn't exactly want it to be you. It's fucked up to have to kill someone you care about. [...] What happened?
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..Mm, I didn't want this kind of outcome either, but. I would rather it be me here than say you, for example. [ she doesn't want to lose anyone else. ] Well... when I woke up, I found out I was the only one, at least at the bar. So I went searching around, wary thinking that someone could be waiting to attack me.
[ a soft sigh. ] But I found Zagreus and, I could not kill him, nor did I feel the urge to in the first place. Similarly, he was the same way. Neither of us wanted to so we thought we would spend some time trying to think of what to do in the meantime.
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[it's not intended to be rude - she just sounds kind of achy, hearing it. but.]
Kind of like Lavi. [her jaw works.] You said something about it being him, and then not being him.
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[ it's alright, she can understand that ache. she reaches a hand through the bar to lightly brush some of Gideon's hair away. afterward, she sits a bit back and looks at her cup again. ]
...Mmm. That night, I had a memory... but, it wasn't my own memory but another version of me's. [ this is where it sounds a bit complicated, and Uriel realizes this so she tries to think of how to say it. ] Back home, I ended up meeting with another version of me, from an alternative timeline. Her life was very different than what I myself went through.
When we met, though, I saw her memories and she saw mine. [ she goes a bit quieter. ] That night, one of them played and I... got so confused. I had mistaken him dying as someone else dying and I just- went on a rampage, I suppose. I felt like there was nothing I could do to change the outcome and blamed it on someone who isn't even here.
[ she sighs again. it's a mess. ]
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It's been happening all week. The memory bullshit. People forgetting who they are, what's going on around them. [...] I'm sorry it fucked you over the most.
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...It's alright. Maybe... maybe if a memory hadn't happened then, I would have been able to help him. But I would hate to think of Zagreus being here in my position if things had ended differently. [ a light shake of her head, aiming for a reassuring look. ]
In the end, I'll just be on a deeper level of this realm. Even if I will no longer be around here after tomorrow.
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That's the only bright side. At least you won't be gone forever. [she says, thudding her head against the bars.] None of us want to leave you there.
I can't make any promises, because I might have to break them. But if I make it there, Satan and me are going to have words.
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[ but she knows promises can't be made or kept. however, the thought is what she finds important. ] I'll have to make sure he's in the position to chat once I'm done with him.
[ there's that fiery intense look in her eyes. she wants to Obliterate Satan. ]
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Fuck him up. [a little grin.] I'd piss my pants if I were him and knew you were on your way.
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Here's to hoping then! [ will reach to gently squeeze her hand. ] I'll do my best to keep an eye on everyone even from the other side.
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Yeah. I'll count on it.