[THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE SELF-SACRIFICIAL and also when Four goes off the string.]
Four might fare better, at least.
[He's saying this on the basis that Lavi is more squishy and attached to others, but he does not know that Four is so extremely unhinged and fragile like glass. Damb.]
It seems like the one that we went on was an exception, certainly... [He's FROWNING AT THAT.] He did mention that as well, though. That you met The Balladeer and Kabukimono.
[Talking about your past selves like they are different people: normal behavior.]
[ yeah well consider rather than self-sacrificial she just loves and cares a lot. totally different btw ]
Given the memory I have from her, I don't know... I'd be a bit worried for her.
[ shouldn't you be worried about her now? no, why would she that's disgusting she's full of contempt rn ]
I wonder why that one was so different... then again, normally it is a maximum of four taken away. [ it's as if she doesn't realize a player snatched four living and four dead for a one time experience. ] That's right. ...You've really changed since those times. Or should I say you've grown?
[ idk that seems normal behavior ] Some of the differences were a bit as obvious as if I were to compare me to my other self of the 999th turn.
[HELP sweet Uriel. He just hums a little at that, though. While he doesn't lash out at Four, he still does not Like her, so he's just thinking "okay then, perish" about Four to himself. HELP AGAIN.
His shoulders roll into a slope of a shrug at that, though.]
Who knows? I guess those personal demons have said before not to expect anything, so maybe they decide to throw pattern-breakers in every so often to keep us on our toes.
[Or maybe siz is just out there...........watching. Waiting. He also arches a brow at that, and his expression is a little sour.]
Changed is more accurate. [He doesn't think he grew, he just gained depression after defeat which knocked his ass down a few pegs. HE DOESN'T LIKE IT. He de-grew. He devolved... But he doesn't want to linger on any of that because it's hateful, so instead:]
[ imagine four tells the rest of the group yeah i made everyone else suffer, uriel like `what the fuck, you bitch` my FEAR and CONTEMPT ]
I hope we are not expected to deal with these excursions even after the party happens.
[ cause god Damn that was annoyng. THE FEEL OF CONTEMPT ]
You can consider it an alternate timeline? Another version of myself went through an entirely different life than what I presently did. It led her to become an Outer God, a lot stronger.. unpredictable than that a Constellation.
[ is she implying that version of herself is a lot stronger than she is now? she sure is. ]
[But like, he wouldn't be surprised if it did still happen sometimes anyway considering how many GLITCHES hell apparently has. Satan really does his best. But he's also just like ??? because as FAR AS HE'S AWARE, DIVERGENT TIMELINES DON'T EXIST IN HIS WORLD.]
Is something like that normal, where you're from? Alternate timelines. You aren't the first to mention it. [Why do so many people come from such weird places, damb.] What's an Outer God?
I hadn't been aware of it myself, not until I met another version of myself. But apparently, they happen alongside all other timelines, branching off toward different endings. The other me, the Living Flame, had come from the 999th turn specifically. One of my comrades has regressed over numerous turns and kept his memory of each life beforehand.
[ it's A MESS ] As how I knew it, normally they are gods of other worlds, eldritch-like beings whose forms can resemble anything, yet nothing.
Sounds like a sight to behold. [(biblical angel uriel voice) be not afraid...] We don't have anything exactly like that, but a thing or two that comes close.
[do u think about how columbina is likely some sort of eldritch biblical angel creature thing. i do. the harbingers are a problem.]
Somehow, things "outside" of the world always have a greater amount of power. Maybe because they can exist outside of the limits of the world itself.
[ harbingers are insane but yknow... thats how they get u. give me the dam lore mihoyo. TELL US MORE OF THE HARBINGERS ]
Given that their mere presence will have mortals collapsing, and Constellations in general fear them. Outer Gods are not so easy to stand up against.
[ she nods to those final exchange of words because, yeah. he's right. ]
They are only permitted to appear when Probability is expended over the limits in the first place. Which gives them the benefit of how much power they have available to them based on that amount.
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Four might fare better, at least.
[He's saying this on the basis that Lavi is more squishy and attached to others, but he does not know that Four is so extremely unhinged and fragile like glass. Damb.]
It seems like the one that we went on was an exception, certainly... [He's FROWNING AT THAT.] He did mention that as well, though. That you met The Balladeer and Kabukimono.
[Talking about your past selves like they are different people: normal behavior.]
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Given the memory I have from her, I don't know... I'd be a bit worried for her.
[ shouldn't you be worried about her now? no, why would she that's disgusting she's full of contempt rn ]
I wonder why that one was so different... then again, normally it is a maximum of four taken away. [ it's as if she doesn't realize a player snatched four living and four dead for a one time experience. ] That's right. ...You've really changed since those times. Or should I say you've grown?
[ idk that seems normal behavior ] Some of the differences were a bit as obvious as if I were to compare me to my other self of the 999th turn.
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His shoulders roll into a slope of a shrug at that, though.]
Who knows? I guess those personal demons have said before not to expect anything, so maybe they decide to throw pattern-breakers in every so often to keep us on our toes.
[Or maybe siz is just out there...........watching. Waiting. He also arches a brow at that, and his expression is a little sour.]
Changed is more accurate. [He doesn't think he grew, he just gained depression after defeat which knocked his ass down a few pegs. HE DOESN'T LIKE IT. He de-grew. He devolved... But he doesn't want to linger on any of that because it's hateful, so instead:]
--Your other self? 999th turn of what?
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I hope we are not expected to deal with these excursions even after the party happens.
[ cause god Damn that was annoyng. THE FEEL OF CONTEMPT ]
You can consider it an alternate timeline? Another version of myself went through an entirely different life than what I presently did. It led her to become an Outer God, a lot stronger.. unpredictable than that a Constellation.
[ is she implying that version of herself is a lot stronger than she is now? she sure is. ]
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I would imagine not.
[But like, he wouldn't be surprised if it did still happen sometimes anyway considering how many GLITCHES hell apparently has. Satan really does his best. But he's also just like ??? because as FAR AS HE'S AWARE, DIVERGENT TIMELINES DON'T EXIST IN HIS WORLD.]
Is something like that normal, where you're from? Alternate timelines. You aren't the first to mention it. [Why do so many people come from such weird places, damb.] What's an Outer God?
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[ it's A MESS ] As how I knew it, normally they are gods of other worlds, eldritch-like beings whose forms can resemble anything, yet nothing.
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Sounds like a sight to behold. [(biblical angel uriel voice) be not afraid...] We don't have anything exactly like that, but a thing or two that comes close.
[do u think about how columbina is likely some sort of eldritch biblical angel creature thing. i do. the harbingers are a problem.]
Somehow, things "outside" of the world always have a greater amount of power. Maybe because they can exist outside of the limits of the world itself.
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Given that their mere presence will have mortals collapsing, and Constellations in general fear them. Outer Gods are not so easy to stand up against.
[ she nods to those final exchange of words because, yeah. he's right. ]
They are only permitted to appear when Probability is expended over the limits in the first place. Which gives them the benefit of how much power they have available to them based on that amount.
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That is so much, though. He is once again thinking that this universe of hers runs on unnecessarily complex rules and structures.]
What do they even do, then? When they do appear.
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The more eldritch-like beings will destroy and devour the very realm they're in.
[ JUST DESTRUCTION AND VIOLENCE. ]
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How strange, to think that a version of you became such a thing.
[It's hard for him to imagine...]
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When one's Conclusion is snatched away from them, anything is possible. Even for someone like me of another turn.
[ well aki, pc me week 7 and i'll give u that memshare for outer god uriel for free. ]
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Hm. I guess that's true...
[ALSO LISTEN BEEGUNS when i set up my final friday pcs im comin for u]