Perhaps... admittedly, my memories that night were a bit... of an issue given the share of other memories.
[ which is probably why it's better she explains. ] Back home, I had run into another version of myself-- a Uriel of another timeline. She had her own set of memories and I my own.
..That night, I ended up seeing them again and I believe that may have warped what I had thought had happened that night. [ it's a bit difficult to explain, but she tries to word it in a way that kinda makes sense. she sighs after a moment ] I will say though, neither of us felt the need to kill each other that night when we awoke. So I don't think everyone wakes up with feeling the need to murder.
[ ah, right, there was some of that confusion still towards the end of the trial... ]
The memory confusion happened as he was dying, actually. [ she looks-- ashamed, guilty, and embarrassed. ] I accidentally dropped the antidote to cure the venom in his system, and when the memory had happened... I think I just sorta blacked out and went on a rampage.
[ closes my eyes ] Maybe if I didn't, I could have had time to go back to the bar but... [ well, it was a big snake. venom would have happened fast. ]
Considering that I was handling the snake, it was in a way. If I hadn't dropped it... [ it is a technicality. ] Only reason I came out of it unscathed is that Zagreus had fought it off before it could bite me as well.
[ that's understandable. as her memory recovers, she's feeling like she won't be able to offer anything useful but. ]
As you know, I was in the bar and the only one that woke up there. I wasn't really aware right away of who the other person was. But, I had assumed it was someone with intentions to kill even if I didn't feel it myself. I knew I couldn't let my guard down and expected to be attacked as I searched nearby areas.
[ a quiet sigh. ] I ended up finding Zagreus at the shoreline, who did not feel any desire to kill either. So, we took some time to try and figure out a plan together. There was a rumor that the beer could be used as an antidote for the snake venom, which we figured a snake bite could be used as a way to reach a state of near-death.
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..But, yes. They have. I'm remembering what went down that night a lot easier.
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[she's bandaged a bit but nothing that seems to be giving her trouble moving around.]
...Typical. We assumed Lavi lost his memories due to the week's effect, but perhaps it is the general practice, to muddy them.
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[ which is probably why it's better she explains. ] Back home, I had run into another version of myself-- a Uriel of another timeline. She had her own set of memories and I my own.
..That night, I ended up seeing them again and I believe that may have warped what I had thought had happened that night. [ it's a bit difficult to explain, but she tries to word it in a way that kinda makes sense. she sighs after a moment ] I will say though, neither of us felt the need to kill each other that night when we awoke. So I don't think everyone wakes up with feeling the need to murder.
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Lavi said as much as well. Could you explain what you mean; how those memories led you to kill him?
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The memory confusion happened as he was dying, actually. [ she looks-- ashamed, guilty, and embarrassed. ] I accidentally dropped the antidote to cure the venom in his system, and when the memory had happened... I think I just sorta blacked out and went on a rampage.
[ closes my eyes ] Maybe if I didn't, I could have had time to go back to the bar but... [ well, it was a big snake. venom would have happened fast. ]
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Will you walk me through the events, then? When you awoke to when you lost yourself? I want to understand how it happens.
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As you know, I was in the bar and the only one that woke up there. I wasn't really aware right away of who the other person was. But, I had assumed it was someone with intentions to kill even if I didn't feel it myself. I knew I couldn't let my guard down and expected to be attacked as I searched nearby areas.
[ a quiet sigh. ] I ended up finding Zagreus at the shoreline, who did not feel any desire to kill either. So, we took some time to try and figure out a plan together. There was a rumor that the beer could be used as an antidote for the snake venom, which we figured a snake bite could be used as a way to reach a state of near-death.
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